Suffering is what makes you stronger

My tears come to a rolling boil,
I feel a single one, crowd my lens
It burns, it mixes with the makeup on my eyes
I’m wearing white, although I would never be pure
Something is bottled up in me; but I would never say it
Maybe we’re both scared of rejection
Maybe lay by me one day
While my love for you dies
I could never love myself, so how could I ever love you?
Maybe it's better to ignore you,
And let this memory fade
Because something is wrong with me
I don’t know exactly what it is, but something is wrong
It’s something I could never change
Maybe it’s more beautiful when I cry,
Suffering is what makes you stronger